Actors should not verge on their directors.
So, how could there be any benefit to our mutual sanity in positing me as a mere character? It ruins all I've set up.
To swim against the Hyperthetical's currents is to be left in a constant state of inconceivable reckonings.
My past affects my present. My present affects my past. In working against this endless sophistic sea of what-ifs, I've been led to certain factual conclusions. Conclusions that might seem drastic to those without my hindsight, but that I recognize as true.
Thus, I know this bid at salvation is poised to fail, but not yet how.