You spring up to your feet, suddenly feeling energized. You think it's high time to capitalize on the promise you've been making to yourself for so long.
Talking to Arcjec does tend to make you feel better, even if he's not one to put things in the most delicate way possible. So, you don your cloak and get ready to make a move, the nerve to visit your friend finally gathered. You need to act on it, FAST, before you lose it all over again.
(It's happened every single time you've tried before.)
There is... a lot he needs to know about you. You've known him for far too long to be comfortable keeping any secrets, and you're also just plain tired of hiding your true colors from him. Metaphorically, that is.