You don't have one of those, sadly. Sopor is a luxury far too expensive for you to afford, not without a CORPORATE POSITION in one of the STRONGHOLDS, and your other passions don't bear enough monetary fruit to keep you afloat. Your LOOP supply tends to run pretty thin, and if you didn't have any people in your life willing to offer a helping hand, you would be quite destitute.
The Repiton Corporation ceases standard financial aid after trolls reach SIX SWEEPS of age, and you never saw any funding in the first place due to your unique situation. The PADDED SLUMBER MAT makes for a decent enough substitute, though!
Frankly, you're just glad to have anything to your name.