You don't think you're asking for too much. Are you?
Of course you admire your matesprit's ambition, but you can't help feeling ignored. A little pushed to the wayside. And after you've given him everything! Even your literal lifeblood.
You didn't use to feel like this. It had always been so easy to trust in him and the integrity of your relationship. But it's been so long since you've last seen each other in person, you're starting to feel—
You haven't felt very good lately, and he seems just fine somehow.
Is there something wrong with you?
...You might have to ask for some reassurance.